The single friend
So I just finished this article in Cosmo titled Friends vs Boyfriends and it is basically about how to keep up a friendship and the relationship with your boyfriend. It also explain on what the single friend is feeling. I can vouch and say this article is completely true (at least about the single friend) it also explained on to why I am feeling the way I have lately. Recently every single one of my friends has gotten into a relationship. Just because they all got into relationship I feel like I have to be in one too. They want to double date and want to go on little adventures like cedar point and things like that but it needs to be an even number so of course it always comes down to “who are we going to bring for Rebecca?” I fucking hate it. I don’t want a boyfriend. I don’t want to meet this random person or someone I don’t care to know for this little trip. I just want my single friends back because I know when we hang out they only want to because their boyfriend is busy and when they aren’t they just want to go hangout with them. Don’t get me wrong I like my friends boyfriends but it seriously is just fucking annoying at times. Idk this is just a rant about why I feel like I’ve been feeling left out. They all have something to bond over while I’m just there like ‘don’t mind me, just the 5th wheel’
So my mom and I have been working the same waitress job for 5-6 years now. She had been waitressing years before, but this is recently. Anyway, about… 15 minutes ago this guy she waited on left and told her to take care. Just that. Prior to this she had talked to him about Italy. Her people are from Florence, this and that, and she said she’s never been. She’s got 8 years of art education and she’s working a waitress job. It’s pretty… Sad and disappointing, I guess. Her and my father divorced 6 years ago and she hasn’t had a real job ever. Just been stuck in a small town she’s not from.
This man who we have never seen before tipped her 1000 dollars for a trip to Italy. Walked out, not another word.
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I’m in a bad mood all the time lately & want to cry over stupid things. I don’t know what’s going on with me. I don’t like being in a bad mood or sad.